Am I really schizophrenic?
I was recently clinically diagnosed with schizophrenia, on the grounds that i displayed many positive symptoms for more than two months. symtoms included:
inability to express emotions or feel emotions
insomnia
auditory hallucinations
delusions about a religion and religion in general
something about over reacting to criticism and insults
my delusions were about a group of gods, which i follow and pray to. i was prescribed aripiprazole, which i took until i met someone else, who follows the same religion, uses the same bizarre names and terms, (Dioblos, Xiolok, Kirit, Krith), he also believes in everything i believed in, and is planning to kill himself the exact same age i plan to, the day after im 50. so are they really delusions, if two people who have never met share the exact same beliefs? baring in mind that there is nothing on the internet or in books which we could have got the information from. i stopped taking medication a few weeks ago, but alot of my friends are worried about me, but i insist i am fine, college is going great etc. but they are still concerned. what do i do?
i am 16
i am white English
the person i met has been seen and spoken to by the majority of my friends who can all confirm his existence
i have had the supposed ‘delusions’ ever since i was 5 years old
